Physical appearance and being female are conjoined. When
you’re a child, the cuteness of your outfit might overshadow your recitation of
the alphabet; the fit of your gi may catch
more attention than the precision with which you execute the kata you worked so hard to master to
reach the next level in karate; your femininity may be judged before your
straight As in school are; and when you’re older, your hotness will often predispose
someone to assess your ability to carry on an engaging conversation. So,
whether you consciously try to or not, you will pursue achieving some standard
of beauty, and beat yourself up every time your jeans feel just a little bit
tighter or you see a photograph of yourself.
Let’s say you fancy yourself a fairly rational person, and
you commit to learning to accept yourself despite your physical flaws—and you
succeed. You look in the mirror and you like what you see for the first time in
your life. Problem solved, right? Wrong. Nothing else changes. You realize that
while you were focusing on the outside, you forgot about the inside. You
battled against those who judged your exterior, without seeing that you were guilty
of the same behaviour.
I often come across statements meant to inspire, like
“Accept yourself for who you are” or “Love yourself as you are.” In general,
what do people really mean when they say “accept” or “love” yourself? If you’re
a liar and a cheat, are you supposed to accept and love yourself as you are? Let’s
be honest; such self-affirmations tend to be about body image.
I’ve been various sizes, and at no time did the shape and
girth of my body affect how I lived my life or how I treated others or myself.
So, while I advocate loving yourself, I reject the idea that we should accept
ourselves as we are. At no point should we stop striving to be better people.
And, as I see it, the key to being a better person is to recognize the interconnectedness
between yourself and others, and your environment.
The notion of accepting ourselves as we are, besides
reflecting superficiality, is born from a harmful individualism. When you see
yourself as entirely autonomous, rather than as part of something far greater,
it is easy to think negative thoughts, be driven by greed, and feel indifferent
toward what is happening to others. You may even cut yourself off from the
people you care for the most.
If I know anything, it is that my actions and words affect
others, and if I fail to exhibit that awareness, if I don’t show compassion and
love, I cannot accept myself as I am, no matter what I look like.
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